I really wish I was a more focused person. Like, I NEED to focus on school, but there's so many things I would RATHER be doing. I would SO much rather be working on my art and "getting it out there" and conversing with people who could help me further my work and practice my skills- but I need to NOT fail school! I don't want to disappoint the people I care about by fucking up in school anymore- but my "art" is really important to me. I mean, I have a fucking genius for a boyfriend and I feel like I'm disappointing him by being such a fuck-up who ONLY seems to care about my future in the perspective of it being me creating "artistic content". I just really don't know what to do with myself.
Sorry- this is more of a random spilling of thoughts- I'll probably delete it in the morning is I remember.